“觸不可及剛剛好 日久天長讓人惱”

一句擊中心裡的歌詞

現實就是，隔很久才回的信息，越來越多的說不出口和漸行漸遠的兩顆心。

這是，用超過10年時間堆積起來的日久天長。

HAS BEEN AWHILE, BUT I DIDNT FORGET. 

HERE, HI!

有一種心跳，在你的心跳之內
有一種跳動，在你的體膚之內
有一種聯繫，難以墨言，卻時刻令你心繫掛牽

You are the greatest adventure I've ever had, and I am your everything now, but just for now. I'm looking forward to meeting you, my dearest baby.

原来放下的，要拿起很容易。
就像一年没写的Blog，偶尔打几个字，就拿起来了。
就像很久没用的手札，寥寥几画涂鸦，就拿起来了。
就像封尘已久的回忆，轻轻几声旋律，就想起来了。

纵然回眸，却物是人非。
你以为一直都会在的，却是已经离开原地。
你以为不会等待你的，竟然还在念念不忘。

又或者...
我以为我会执着不放，却是已悄然松开手。
我以为我会两两相忘，竟然心中恋恋不舍。

2016，又会是怎么样的一年？

26

26, 這般花樣年華，你不能凝結在這一瞬間，但能不能駐足久點，我不是怕皮膚變鬆變皺，青春不再；我是怕時間太短，嘗試得不夠多，擁抱得不夠多，辜負了青春該有的勇敢轟烈。讓我沉著也讓我熱忱，能面對得更好，跨越得更用力，選擇得更有智慧。我不想辜負你，26。

2015.2.16

這晚上被濃濃的不安包圍著，或許，從來就沒有感到安全過。

Hey, you sad? Nah, I'm just, thinking to myself. 'Bout what? Bout loneliness, guess we choose to be lonely, right? I mean, nobody could ever make you feel like that if u yourself do not allow it. Right? Don't know, probably, why? Cause I've been letting shit happens like this. All that crap bout feeling alone even when companied. Guess u deserved it. Right, I do. But things happen for a reason, guess getting along with loneliness is your topic? Like getting along with yourself you know. ... Ay dunno, I believe my relation with self is pretty satisfying, I feel safe being alone. Safe and lonely, u know. Better stop thinking. Yup. 

我戀愛得很寂寞。