How

How to be brave, how to not surrender,
How to wait for you my love, for I have not known you yet, for I have not met you yet.

How to be brave, how to love when I'm afraid, for you have stepped in and conquered my world, for you have finally arrived.

How to be brave, how to be one step closer, for so long that I have been waiting, for so many times I have encored your name.

How to be brave, how to love you more, for you are not aware of all these, for you are so happy holding other hands.

How to be brave, how to dance alone, for you are not leading the steps no more, for I wanted to keep turning even when the music stops.

I have loved you for a thousand years, and I will love you for a thousand more.

我的思緒很凌亂, 我的世界很凌亂。

Beijing's - Youth & Aged

Wonderful Beijingers, 

yet I didn't have the luck to come across them,

almost all the people I met there were foreigners,

they called it "the western bubble".

Skies

Different story for different pieces of sky, which piece belongs to you and I?

        

我總認為世上最可憐的人有兩種。
第一種就是悲觀的人，因為他們看不見美好，否定自己的幸運，親手扼殺所有快樂。就像我的老闆娘...
第二種是不知足的人，因為他們看不到自己擁有的，只看見自己沒有的，永遠活在得不到的痛苦中。也像我的老闆娘...
這種人可憐，但不一定可恨，因為生活是他們的，快樂不快樂都是他們自己的事。但，有種可憐人不但自己不快樂，還一直把負能量傳給別人，這種可憐又可恨的人，正是我的老闆娘...
唉...

自作聰明

別說你懂我，別裝作了解我，別用你那一套來理解我!

若你真的懂我，你該知道我最討厭被了解，更別說用你那愚蠢的理解去推測我的意願想法!

As long as you love me, I'll be in platinum, I'll be in silver, I'll be in gold.

You got to remind yourself all the time, that you're not suffering, you're just saving for better!
and when the time comes, you'll be free like a bird, you'll smile and know that it's all worth it!

我的愛情

有些東西就像泡沫，輕輕的，飄得到處都是，從外面看還會看到七彩的折射，美麗得令人心悸
你知道那不是什麼可靠實在的東西，只是它太美好，美好得令你總是牽掛著
然後突然碰破了，才發現原來泡泡裡面空得很
其實那美麗的空間裡什麼都沒有，什麼都沒有。
你看著空中那一剎的破滅發著呆，心裡也是空空的，好像什麼重要的東西被破壞了的感覺
可是，本來就是空的，又憑什麼發悶呢?
是呀，本來就是空的，心又為什麼會，會這樣難受呢?
因為，因為連擁有都不曾有過，所以連失去的資格都沒有...
呵，本來無一物，何處惹塵埃?

Everybody's trying to mend a broken heart
Buy a little bit of love and try to start
Sew you secrets up with cotton and with string
Teach each other little recipes and things to say

I'm not like that, It's not like that
I don't hurt like they do
But oh you like that, Yes you like that
Yes you need somebody too

We put on Navy suits and march and keep in line
And laugh at all the silly people out of time
We count the minutes till we heal it with our wine
We climb in bed with pretty strangers and we cry oh oh oh

I'm not like that, I'm not like that
I don't wanna hurt like they do

They find it hard to be alone
Like every one else that we know
And when our heads hurt in the dark
We look for beautiful remarks
We find it hard to be alone
Like every one else that we know
We get our heads hurt in the dark
We need some beautiful remarks

I'm not like that, It's not like that
I don't hurt like they do
It's not like that, Yes it's like that
Yes you need somebody too
You're just like that
Yea it's like that
Yea you need somebody too
Oh you like that, yes you like that
Yes you need somebody too.

My summer job

Where else can you find a job that allows you to sit and read comics, and sipping wines or taking shots once in a while? lol

終於放晴了!
對手認輸了! 黃念念，沒什麼是你做不到的! 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈...
一個conference完成了，另一個還剩一個月不到，然後就可以一個人好好放假旅行，可以整天做白日夢，可以吃吃喝喝，可以躺著吃，趴著吃，可以為所欲為，為非作歹! 哈哈哈哈哈哈...
今天還被我發現Anne Sophie Mutter is coming to HK! YAYYY! But she's not playing Mozart :(
Yet Lang Lang is playing 3 Mozart including K310...hmmmm And "Mozart vs Salieri" and "The Magic of Mozart"...song list not yet released. How am I suppose to choose then....????
Anyway, 總之今天我心情大好!

To be single, you need to be rich as well. It's not that there's no boyfriend to pay for you, just that people simply charge you 50% more for staying alone. :/
As a tourism student, I know exactly the rationale behind, but I just can't agree with it, coz I'm the one who's paying now!
To go or not to go, that, is the question.

主，我其實很擔憂，求祢保守。
我不想讓跟隨我的失望，更不願意他們受委屈，求祢讓我有能力扭轉這局面。

I always comfort myself, nothing's really that big, it'll fade, and gone eventually,

because sometimes I feel helpless, because sometimes I'm not as strong as I seem,

but it's OK, christina, nothing's really that big, it'll fade, and gone eventually,

be afraid, be sad, just for these moments, embrace them and then let them go.

Yes, they'll go away, yes, they will.

我醉不醉你都存在，這是什麼邏輯!?
如果可以，我想用全世界，換一個你。

The only time I think, with full concentration and best logic, is during shower. And my conclusion after shower just now is that...little lie does no harm if it really helps to iron out the predicament.

Antal Zalai

The BEST version I ever heard! Compare to my usual version by Viktoria Mullova, Antal Zalai's violin solo session is so much more lively, more variations, simply stunning! And he's doing that, bowing or slurring thing, I don't know, but it's bringing the whole solo session to another level! God, I immediately look up for his biography online, another child prodigy, hmmm...only performing in Romania and Hungry lately... :(

懶

好懶喔...為什麼我可以整天都懶洋洋的, 躺在床上呆呆地發白日夢, 直到老媽忍不住以為我死了過來踢我我才動? 唉...這是什麼糜爛的生活...
由於我實在看不過眼這兩天自己懶到極點的生活，而確實白日夢都快給我作光了，所以我決定...
離開床去跑步...心動不如行動! 我隨便綁了條馬尾就下樓跑步去! 可惜...本小姐跑了沒幾分鐘就決定, 這活動還是太勞累了，干脆就買了支檸檬茶躺在公園的長椅上聽歌看樹...也不是我有多詩意，只是我的宗旨是，能坐著就不站著，能躺著就絕不坐著! 哈哈!
我一面躺一面想，怎麼在這裡就有種難以呼吸的感覺? 好像，這地方在吸食我的生命和活力，我真的滿心滿眼就只想衝破這種束縛，想去我不斷在腦海描繪的地方，想看我在夢裡追逐的景致，想過我在畫紙上努力描過的生活...是以，我終於明白這種懶得不知時日的生活是因為提不起勁，提不起勁是因為我感到這種束縛了...

所以，還用再想嗎? 是該出走了，只是，這次去哪好呢?
我心裡一直有個地方，如果我再跑去意大利，會不會太過份呢?
還是，乖乖地去台灣吃個夠本就算了呢?
也許，去找個小島來場冒險?
朋友的亞洲背包旅?
我一躺就躺了二個小時...
唉...

回到家，看到電郵說，小姐，我們想請你來面試...
哈哈哈哈! 來得真合時! 來~把錢乖乖給本小姐送過來!
真是天助我也! 有工作了我還愁意大利會過份嗎!?
我實在很想親吻你呀上帝! 乖!

and It's you and me, and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

胡言亂語

朋友都說男人不可靠，我本來對這話不以為然，但連男生朋友都這樣說...我就花了一點點做白日夢的時間想了想這句話。

想想也對，可以依靠的男人質素都很高，身邊多得是女人，多半都是花心的，也難怪，他們花得起。不能依靠的男人沒能力，即便不花心很專一也難讓人有興趣。

其實也沒什麼，女人是可以靠自己的...

可惜，天主把男人的肩膀造得寬了點，又把女人的腰身造得軟了點...

所以，明知是不可靠的，卻總抵不住那寬敞肩膀的吸引...

其實也沒關係...因為我知道男人也總抵不住那柔軟胸脯的吸引...所以上主是公平的! 哈哈哈哈!

" O jeito é dá uma fugidinha com você
O jeito é dá uma fugida com você
Se você quer saber o que vai acontecer,
Primeiro a gente foge, depois a gente vê "

磨蹭了整個上午，我終於爬出門去剪頭髮...
我跟髮型師說，嗯，頭髮太長了，你幫我修修吧，基本上是長髮就可以了，然後我想染黑色，請跟我頭髮原本的髮色配吧...
後來我就一直捧著書，專心跟唐七公子言情了。
溫柔的髮型師下刀時我終於抬頭看看鏡子，也沒辦法，總不能讓髮碎掉到書中吧!
她也照我說的地方下手了...只是...待她開始吹干的步驟，我愈看愈感到沒力...
把髮絲往耳後一繞，果然....清純得像中二小妹妹...
心裡一沉，唉，看來性感迷人的路線是走不成的了!
也無妨，我一向看得開，就讓我頂著這清純的造型繼續招搖撞騙吧...

Has been a while since I last picked up my drawing pencils, to focus only on colors and lines...

只有音樂，畫和我的夜晚很好，很好。

我想一次過擁抱全世界! 我想在每個人臉上都畫上笑臉! 我想衝上天空踢開烏雲，叫陽光出來照耀我! 今天晚上連黑夜都黑得特別動人，大風好像一直在把活力吹進我的身體。啊～～～終於完了! 我現在呼吸的叫做自由! 自由呀! 你是我這輩子永遠追隨永不放棄的愛人！

Enchanted

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home

I'll stay forever, wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that

This was the very first page, not where the storyline ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you...

妳

女人呀! 要是你身上會發出光芒，他的眼光又怎會轉到別人身上呢?

別說是我搶了你的，因為我真的沒有，

我身上也沒發出光芒，只是我比你明亮，

因為，我從不讓妒忌遮掩了自己，

他，我不要，而且從來都沒想要過!

所以，別把妒嫉放我身上。

Singapore

Santosa, picturesque yet without soul... 

We build everything, but we can't fake the sky. 

And that's the reason why I love skies...

Mr. Charm was so conscientious about picking postcards, and I was so
conscientious about taking photos of him picking postcards...lol
Such a lovely little brother, speaks pure Singaporean accent the moment he landed, looks like a 16-year-old yet thinks like a 20, a living map with powerful directional sense...a pleasing travel partner...

    

Singapore, so much like Hong Kong, so much unlike home.